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I'm kalishna veany (: I'm 15, turning 16 next year. I was brought to this earth on jan 11/95 at 02 33a.m I'm in polkadots school. I've got a undying passion for SOCCER! I'm in the U14 team & I love my team mates very much! I M A GUNNERZ FAN=)and my favourite line-I LOVE GENEVIEVE LEE MIN FROM CEDAR GIRLS SECONDARY SCHOOL!!

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

10:27 PM
hey!well..2dae was a day i would nvr forget in my life...went to hospital...gave my mri..doc sae..U TORE UR LIGAMENT..ACL!i was like so fuckin upset..nid to do surgey..haizz..9mths out of action...DAMN IT!well,kan't wait for 2mr!!!kan meet my mummy,daddy,bro,sis n my whole team!tasya should noe wat i mean:)..esp..ahem...ahem..haha!so missin u!n i noe u will read this!no point hidin it anymore...N TO PPL HU ARE IN LOVE,TRUST MIE...ITZ NOT THE LOVIN PART THTZ HARD..ITZ THE CONFESSIN PART THTZ FREAKING HARD!!hahahahahaha!but seriously!well..gtg!play ps2 wf neighbours..so sian of playin it but nth else to do..;(



U NOE WAT U SHOULD NOE WHICH I NOE THT U AREDI NOE...I LOVE YOU NO.2!


How do I breathe, yeah.
How do I breathe, yeaaaah.
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.


I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
Remember when I pushed you away?
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere,
Girl I should've been right there.

How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?


Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
but this can't be happening.


I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
when I was the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere,
Girl I should've been right there.


How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?


I can't get over you no, (ooooh)
Baby I don't wanna let go.
Girl you need to come home,
Back to me,
Cuz girl you made it hard to breathe,
When you're not with me.


Tell me how do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[how do i breathe-mario]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

8:14 AM
heeelllooo!well,2dae's a sunday..actually monday morning....i did't do much on sun..i woke up at...i forgot...okay..thn texted gen...was super bored..play ps2 till sian redi..haizz...btw,merry christmas!!thn played monopoly wf adam n jeremy...till 7+...thn was watching singapore idol..round 9 30,watched arsenal match which they won 3-0 against aston villa!wonderful work by them!love it!n thn SEZARI is our now singapore idol!intrestin...lol!anyways...i m just waiting to returned to trng..kan't take it anymore..but not a choice..have to wait...haizz...MISSING THE TEAM ALOT!esp U...n you noe hu...


YOU NOE THT I STILL LOVE...WANNA FORGET..BUT I SERIOUSLY KAN'T!!I LOVE YOU NO.2!


Oooh
Ohoohwoo
Oooh
Ooohhwoo

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Cause we gon'fight
Oh yeah we gon' fight
believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we last forever
I feel them hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seems like everybody
wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there
was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And Im gonna have you first
always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yeah we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/aU ]
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
cuz' the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin'
everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh Oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
but it dont matter no
Cause I got you
(cause i got you)
Lyrics: Don't Matter, Akon [end]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Friday, December 25, 2009

10:42 PM
hey!!sry for not updatin!was busy playin ps2 wf neighbours!well...suppose to go to lx house for christmas n my dad fucking irritated mie!he told mie kan go n thn ther next day he sae lazy to go!thn kavi wasnted to fetch mie...tht one oso kannot!i was soo dyin to c my team n thn..haizz...end up gettin bullied by jeremy n adam cuz they were using tht NERF gun n aiming me!haiyo!well,as for my injury,i can walk bait onli lah...still kan put wieght on left leg...reli hpoing to get well soon!missing my eams loads!!!haizz....without c-ing u for days....i feel so down...hopin to c u soon!!!


WANNA C U BUT I KAN'T...WANNA STOP LOVIN U....BUT THTZ.. VERY HARD!NO.2...MISSIN U ALOT!:(:(
(


Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

I see you in the club
You gettin' down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
You're so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
[beautiful-akon feat.Colby O'Donis & Kardinal Offishall]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

2:40 AM
hey guys..had a terrible day ystd!went for match against VJC n got injured...serious injury!after i kicked the ball,i heard this POP sound n i was on the ground cryin for help...all this happen too fast...coach ejah,ah zhen n halu helped mie...thn the ambulance came thn the paramedics asked mie a zillion questions...thn when to CGH...took BP,X-RAY n luckily there wasn't any fracture....ther r just like treating it as a sprain...but will onli noe wat exactly happened on the 5th of jan...haizz...sometimes things just happened at the wrong time...christmas is coming,new year n my b'day is cumin n now i m injured!damn upset!not onli tht!i m gonna miss my sec 3 camp!the last ever camp in my secondary school life!DAMN IT!but i will be strong like wat gen n mas sae!shall just be patient....n the match ended in a draw 2-2!i m very proud of my team=)!WELL...MISSING THE TEAM LOADS..ESP GEN,LX,FA,KAVI,NANI,TASYA,SITI,SUZY....but just now i met kavi,tasya n nani!they came over!haha!had fun esp b4 they left...they were styling their hair!was damn funny!hahaha!thn we played poker cards n all...it was very fun...hope they cum over again!haizz..i WANNNA TRAIN!still kan't accept the fact tht i m using crutches!n adam n jeremy were reli the entertainers!they entertain me thruout the wholeday!haha!well...got to rest..post 2mr!


I LOVE EU NO.2!

My friends say I'm a fool
To think that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
Cuz honestly the truth is
That you know I'm never leavin
Cuz you're my angel sent from above
[justin bieber-love me]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

10:06 AM
sun:21/12/09...yo ppl!so...had a great day 2dae!played soccer from like 2-5.00 wf my neighbours...then around 5.30 we played monopoly n thn around 6.30 we play soccer again..n onli went back around 8+!haha!thn bath,eat dinner n watched VETTAIKARAN(tamil movie)!waited anxiously for tht movie..n did't reli disspoint mie=)...not a bad movie after all....haha!now i m currently dyin to watch AVATAR!heard the movie was awesome!kan't wait!2mr havin match against vjc...HAIZZ!i dun't even feel like playing any match!n my boots just got admitted to hospital!soon gonna go to 'ICU'!anytime will MAMPUS!planning to buy mercurial boots...well,christmas is cumming soon...like in 5 days time...great time to ask for smth!haha!hope to get it!ARSENAL WON HULL 3-0!whoo!!excellent work by the gunnerz!GUNNERZ WILL NVR BE LOSERZ=)!hehe...kavi cumin back in 2 days time... i guess...dun wanna disturb her during her holidays so did't text or kol her!lx...dun so emo kan...but ur much btr thn last time...=)...dun worry...i'll get u ur ice-cream okay!=)hahahaha!well..thtz gtg now..post 2mr=)


I STILL LOVE YOU...BUT I NOE IT WON'T WORK OUT


Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close, and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide...

Won't you promise me, (that you'll never forget)
To keep dancing(to keep dancing)
Wherever we go next...

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you...
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way, we do...
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...
So can I have this dance?(can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you, through it all...

And you can't keep us apart(even a thousand miles)
Can't keep us apart
Cause my heart is wherever you are...

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you...
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
It's one in a million, the chances are feeling the way, we do...
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...
So can I have this dance?(can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Ohhh... No mountains too high and no oceans too wide...
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop...
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for...
You know I believe, that we were meant to be... yeah...

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you... (like you...)
It's one in a million, the chances are feeling the way, we do...
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better...
So can I have this dance?(can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?


[CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE-HSM3~ZAC EFFRON N VANESSA ANN HUDGENS]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

10:35 AM
sat:19/12/09...yo ppl!well...2dae's tournament was terrible!coach put mie in the u-23 team!!helo..i'm onli 14!!no choice had to play...went against sajc,mjc and hwa chong...did't qualify for the semi-final cuz of goal difference!sajc got thru by just 1 BLOODY GOAL!DAMN!going agianst them on wed anyways...came back n saw adam,jeremy n my bro playing soccer...quickly changed n played wf them till 7+...thn went to causeway point for dinner thn came back n played monopoly...was damn boring cuz adam was winning-_-!haha!finished playing around 11+ thn we went back home...watched man utd losing...n final score fulham3-0 manutd!whoo!soo happy!liverpool is getting from bad to worse now!2-0 to portsmouth!haizz!but i drc cuz the gunners r leading...1-0 to hull city wf a wonderful goal from denilson!ok...i sound like a commentator...haha!well...gtg now...wanna watch match!GO ARSENAL!missin *** soo much!
I've been thinking about you

And how we used to be then

Back when we didn't have to live we could start again



There's nothing left to say

Don't waste another day

Just you and me tonight

Everything will be okay

If it's alright with you then it's alright with me

Baby let's take this time let's make new memories



Do You Remember do you remember do you remember

All of the times we had

[jay sean feat.lil jon and sean paul-do you remember]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

10:16 AM
thursday:17/12....helo!so 2dae was nt bad...was on the com...went for trng and thn back home!nth much...but going to trng n our journey back esp was very fun=)...hahaha!ROFL!sigh...it was quite boring at trng...i duno y but i just could't complete the sets...onli completed sit-up...the ball thingy....zig-zag thingy....the squatz....n skipping...ouh!n the dumbells too...the push up was the worse!i could't do it at all!haizz...damn!nid to work on them!i m still considering whether i should listen to lx's advice or not....but the prob is love *** too much!well lx...we'll c how thing's goes k...=)!n GET WELL SOON!THN U KAN eat watever u like=)!tasya...no comments...nani...i salute u...siti...ur a mega shocker!gen...as usual...funny n 2ne1 rockz my socks!haha!lol!n kavi...hopes she has a safe jouney!adam..have a enjoyable chalet=)....so thtz it..JUZ IN LOVE WF THE SONG LYRICS AGAIN!


It don't matter where we go tonight
Cause if I'm with you I'll be alright.
That's cool but I'm lookin for more
It's your love that my heart beats for.

Cause that's me
Don't have to spend a dime
Baby
I just want your time.

You ain't got to buy nothing
It's not what I want
Baby it's You
We don't have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it's you
It's not for what you got
Cause I know you got a lot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It's You,
It's You
Baby all I want is You Yeah

[baby itz you-jojo.feat.bow wow]

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

7:27 PM
wed:16/12/09......so dae was terrible....i overslept n could't go for club trng!haiyo!thn had match against bishan arsenal!held to a draw 1-1..lx scored a magnificent goal!haha!well...got injured n coach replaced mie....n it was onli the first half!!!=(....haizz...tmr coach not cummin...so halu take over...strength trainning....MAMPUS!k..signing off with some1 in my heart=)

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

10:14 AM
sry guys 4 not updating for soo long!was damn busy!well...the trip to penang went well..now back in singapore!finally!had friendly match wf sim..played for bishan ite n won 7-2=)!hat-trick!had futsal tournament on sun n got 3rd place! played for whitely sec!had match on mon wf young women n lost 2-0=(!now gearing uo for thw match against bishan ite! NOWDAYS I'M SO OBSSESSD WF MONOPOLY N I DUN'T NOE Y!weird man!well...saw some1 after so many days...was soo happy to c AHEM....too happy too express!haha!have tournament on sat!haizz...so penat sia! ARSENAL WON LIVERPOOL!N I SOOO LOVE IT!ARSHAVIN IS THE MAN THT ARSENAL NEEDS!HAHA! LX is sick=(....reli hopes she getz well soon!GET WELL SOON LX!DRINK LOADS OF WATER N REST ALOT!REST AT HOMEi'm kinda sad for missing my neighbours christmas party...but had to go for trng=(...n trng sucked 2dae!haiyo!well...tht it for 2dae i guess...i'll try to post every day=)... love n still lovin u!

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

8:19 AM
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down,)
Even if the sky is falling down,
(Down down,)

You ouaght to know,
Tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show,
I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away,
So come on fly with me as we make our great escape,

[Chorus:]
So baby don't worry you were my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'd be my only no need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be,
Come on bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away,
Turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind because we have a night to get away,
So come on fly with me as we make our great escape so why don't we run away.

[Chorus:]
So baby don't worry you were my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'd be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Even if the sky is falling down

[Verse: Lil Wayne]
Like she suppose to be,
She is down all over me,
Down like her temperature cause to me she is zero degrees,
She cold over freeze I got that girl overseas,
Now shes my listenary,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl on the battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sending arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me
And definetly, now probably, and honestly, I'm down like the economy.

[Chorus:]
Baby don't worry you were my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'd be my only no need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down Down Down Down)
Baby are you down down down down down,
(And the sky is falling down)
Even if the sky is falling down,
(And the sky is falling down.)

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.

8:02 AM
hey!SO I M LIKE SO FUCKED UP!KAN'T GO FOR THE MATCH ON SUN CUZ I'M LIKE GOING ON A HOLIDAY THT I DUN EVEN WANNA GO ON!KAN'T C AHEM...AHEM..!DAMN SAD SIA!WELL...2DAE..ONLI WOKE UP AT 12.15..THN WAS ON THE PHONE WF,TASYA,DURGA AND JEREMY!TOOK TURNS TO TALK TO EACH ONE OF THEM...WATCHED HSM 2=)!AFTER THT BATH AT 2+!THN WAS ON THE COM...HAD A FUN TYME CHTTING WF SITI,LX,FA N TASYA!BTW,MISUNDERSTOOD LX N GOT UPSET FOR SMTH WHICH IS NOT EVEN MY FAULT!lol!but it was funny aft i relized tht!THN...AT ROUND 4.45 WENT OFFLINE N PLAYED SOCCER WF JEREMY,ADAM N MY BRO TILL LIKE 6.50...AFT THT WE BATH..N WENT OVER TO JEREMY'S HOUSE N PLAYED MONOPOLY...I KENA BANKRUPT SIA!DAMN SWAY!HAHA!BUT IT WAS FUN!AFTER THT CAME BACK HM,WATCHED TV AFTER THT USE COM!HAIZZ...IT WAS A DAMN BORING DAY!EXCEPT FOR THE MONOPOLY PART!I'M DYING TO GO OUT!BUT MY DRACULA MUM JUST DUN LET MIE GO GOUT ANYWHERE!WA LAU!HAIZZ!I'M JUST MISSING SOMEONE EVEN B4 I'M GOING ON HOLIDAYS!=(=(!SAD SIA!ANYWAYS...NOT GONNA HAVE FUN WHILE ON HOLIDAYZ!LX21...HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY!C U IN 2WKZ TIME!GD LUCK U-14 FOR THE MATCH AGAINST POLICE!GONNA MISS U GUYS!WAIT,,,THERE'S STILL 2 DAY LEFT!LOL!SAVE IT TILL FRI!HAHA!ANYWAYS...SIGNING OFF WHILE MISSING SOMEONE=) So baby don't worry you were my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'd be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Baby are you down down down down down,
(Down, Down)
Even if the sky is falling down

good old arsenal, we're proud to say the name;
when we sing the song we'll win the game.